Laura Rennie

three years

Laura R.Comment


I wanted to reach but the dreams were so far away
I wanted to speak but the words were so hard to say
You didn’t know where my heart had been
There wasn’t a time or a moment when I could or we could be open
I needed a reason to speak but I couldn’t find it
I knew that it wouldn’t last forever
(**not referring to relationship, referring to inability  to speak**)





I wanted to blink but I thought I might miss a minute or a memory
I wanted to write but I couldn’t contain it on a list of a thousand and rising
You didn’t know where my heart had been
There wasn’t a time or a moment when I could or we could be open
I needed a reason to speak but I couldn’t find it
I knew that it wouldn’t last





You were more than enough for my best
The one that I was dreaming of
‘cuz you were an ocean apart from the rest, yeah
you were more than I could ever guess
the prayer that only God can give
‘cuz you were an ocean apart from the best I’d ever seen,
the rest that’s ever been shown me, a lesson in being
‘cuz you are an ocean apart





< at Heathrow seeing each other after six weeks of separation >





I wanted to wish but I couldn’t believe it
The way that it seemed there was no way
I wanted to be strong but I couldn’t control it
My emotions inside wanted to run away
You didn’t know where my heart had been
There wasn’t a time or a moment when I could or we could be open
I needed a reason to speak but I couldn’t find it
I knew that it wouldn’t last





You were more than enough for my best
The one that I was dreaming of
‘cuz you were an ocean apart from the rest, yeah
you were more than I could ever guess
the prayer that only God can give
‘cuz you were an ocean apart from the best I’d ever seen, 
the rest that’s ever been shown me, a lesson in being
‘cuz you are an ocean apart




Andrew Scott Rennie,
You truly are more than I could have ever guessed.
You melt me, you move me, you challenge me, you teach me, you lead me, you love me.



happy three years, baby!